I am sitting here in Starbucks yet again, finding myself holding back tears as it has finally hit me that I am leaving in less than 3 months. How could I have known that putting together a simple Christmas List for my Mom would make me get so emotional. For those of you who don't know, in February I am going to Kuwait to do an internship and complete my Diploma in International Community Development. As much as I am so excited about this, and what is in store for me over there, I am starting to think about everyone I will be leaving behind and coming face to face with the fact that there is a very strong possibility that this will end up being my life. How scary is that? Facing my future! It's making me become very sentimental at the moment, especially because my thought process at the moment is stuff like: "This could be my last Christmas in Canada for a long time!" If this is how I am feeling now, imagine what a wreck I will be when it comes time to actually leave!
please God give me strength
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